Greer Carson

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There’s a life
That I am meant to lead
A life like nothing I have known
I can feel it
And it’s far from here
I’ve got to find it on my own

Even now I feel it’s heat upon my skin
A life of passion that pulls me from within
A life that I am aching to begin.
There must be somewhere I can be(  Astonishing  )

Why?! Why did I watch The Hills Have Eyes on Sunday night? Especially when I was aloooooooooooone in the apartment!?

And I'm alone again tonight. Laine is dating some oil baron or something equally straight out of a 1940s melodrama, I think, either way, she's not here. And there is someone making a ton of noise downstairs, blowing their noise or something and this is supposed to be Chelsea and aren't our walls supposed to not be made out of tissue and I am terrified it is the mutant rapists.

I wish...

I wish I had a fiance who lived here more than just some weekends. And not just because of the mutant rapists. How are we supposed to get through our first year of marriage in two different cities?

... Is my favourite time of working at Glamour. Everyone is getting all worked up and sparkly and excited about the next issue. I can steal stuff from the beauty closet and no one notices. I can disappear for an entire afternoon getting a manicure with one of my city girlies or shopping with Meggie and no one cares.

Now is not the time.


Ugggggggh, HELL WEEK.

Don't they know I have more important things to do!? I need to design a foolproof strategy to convince Kevin that we cannot get married in his parents country club, it needs to be in the city. I mean, the club is nice, really, but... its where my father goes to brag about my brother. Its where high school boys go to meet with Grandpa because he's really important in the army or something.

And I want to be mentioned on Page Six! You need to be in the city to do that!

Ohhhh.... I gotta go. Heinous!BitchMonster just came back into the office.